10 February 2012, 11:27 pm
My mom and I are totally different in character. She has always been overly critical of me and not supportive emotionally. She doesn't approve of who I am, how I express myself, my idea and beliefs. It seems she is getting worse, trying to give me guilt trips about my interests (my interest in learning about rock n roll artists, going to shows, etc) and the men I like. Today she told me my interests are stupid, she is embarrassed by me, that i'm bringing shame onto her, that she's going to get a heart-attack, etc. I don't think this is ok or normal as I AM AN ADULT and on top of that no one has the right to put anyone else's interests down that way, but I must say I feel very hurt. I feel like she doesn't love me or accept me for who I am and I feel I can never go back home to live with her because she will abuse me and drive me crazy with this kind of attitude. It saddens me that life is so short and she is pushing me away. I feel bad but at the same time how can I live with her if this is how she's going to be? I feel really hurt and very bad, it's making me want to die :(... Read More »